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9}~Feelings

Author's pov

Jungkook entered into his room tossing his wallet and car keys into nightstand before sighing heavily.

He was flopped on his bed. Running his a hand through his dark hair.

He was laying in his bed..staring at the ceiling. He was physically present in his room but mentally his mind was somewhere else.

The past few days was a hectic. Back to back concert and dance practices and endless shoots and few collaborations.

To make it worse when his recent encounter with yn a three days ago was enough to make him restless.

He couldn't understand what was bothering him more-his encounter with yn or Desire to meet her again.

He didn't understand why he found himself thinking about her every hour, every minute every second.

Her two encounter left a strange feeling in his chest and he couldn't figure out why.

It's not like, he never seen a girl beautiful like her.

Millions of girl are crazy for him. But still he was thinking about her.

He barely knew her, for God's sake.

He closed his eyes, trying to push the memory out of his mind , but the image of her face, her innocent bluish eyes kept flickering in his mind.

Like her eyes held a lots of pain which no one ever tried to read. It seems like her eyes wants to say something to him.

But he couldn't understand the unspoken words that her eyes tried to say.

He turned onto his stomach, burying his face into the pillow with a loud frustration groan.

"Aaiiiishhhh!!!"

This was ridiculous. He couldn't keep thinking about her like this .

He is a Jeon Jungkook, no- not only Jeon Jungkook but

'THE JEON JUNGKOOK '

The most attractive man in the world. Not an Ordinary Street type Romeo.

Girls were ready to throw themselves at him.

So why was he kept thinking all about out an ordinary girl who nothing more than a fan.

Frustration cursed through his veins as he tossed and turned on the bed, the silence of the room only seeming to amplify his thoughts.

With a final, frustration growl. He sprung off the bed and starting pacing around the room . He needed to do something, anything to get his mind off of her.

He thought back to how he had first seen her , in his own room. How he put an allegations on her that she was a thief who without permission came into his house and room.

If she hadn't snuk on that day then what was supposed to be happen.

Was he ever meet her. Was he ever seen her in that millions of people.

The memory of the way her eyes become teary and pleading for sorry. Memory of the way she felt ashamed of her action .

That time she was looking so small, so vulnerable.

How she rapidly apologized him.

But him became an arrogant jerk. That time his anger was at his peak because he was frustrated.

Something about her seems very different. He couldn't express in his words but he has a gut feelings that she is different.

His thoughts shattered through vibration of a phone call.

Phone screen lit up and Namjoon name flashes.

He sighed and close his eyes and push his thoughts and picked the call.
" Hello hyung"

"Hey Jungkook, are you free now?"

"Yes, hyung I am free , is there any problem?"

"Nothing much important. If you are free than come to my home. We all here, discussing some important upcoming events."

Jungkook thinking some moment , this is the best way to distract his mind." Ok hyung ,I am coming."

******

After that he came outside. And said to his driver, "Uncle baek when did you came ? Is aunt's health is good now? "

Uncle baek, who is at his mid 40's . And he is a driver of Jungkook almost for
10 years. For him Jungkook is like his child and Jungkook also respect him alot .

"Yes Jungkook, now she is much better than before. Thanks for giving me leave for such a long time period".

" No need uncle."

After that they started their ride for namjoon house.

Namjoon's house is far from Jungkook's so it's takes almost 35min.

After 20 min of ride, his car suddenly stop at the near lake, The uncle baek trying continuously to start engine but the car didn't move a little.

After some moment " what happened uncle baek" Jungkook who was scrolling his phone peeked at his uncle and asked curiously.

"I think, their is a problem. Let me check." Uncle baek said.

Saying that he came outside and open the car hood and start checking it.

Jungkook who was scrolling with his phone until now. He Tilted his head and asked again "uncle is everything alright?"

"Jungkook, I think it'll take some time. It's seems like a spark plug fault and starter motor issue."

"It's better if you call Ethan , he will pick you."

" Ohh..Ok", he pouted and dialled Ethan.

Jungkook was talking on the phone, lost in conversation, when his gaze drifted to the lake. His eyes landed on a girl standing with her back to him, oblivious to his gaze.

" Ok then, I am waiting" he cut the call and Opened the car door. And said, "Uncle I'll head to the lake by the time Ethan arrives..."

" But Jungkook it's not safe for you..." Before he completed his sentence Jungkook said in middle.

"Uncle Baek, don't worry, there aren't many people here, and it's almost night Plus, I'll cover my face, no one will recognize me." "Ok but be careful" .

After he takes his steps towards lake where the girl stand whose back is his side and she was lost in her world.

He came close to his side and said "It's beautiful. Isn't it?" He said in his low and husky voice. Near her ears.

Her breath hitched and a sudden sound made her jump lightly because she didn't expect that.

She immediately turned her head towards the sound and was utterly shocked!

Her eyes widened and her heart started racing and she said in a loud voice "YOU!"

He chuckled, seeing her surprised expression.

"Oh! you recognise me, but how ? I have covered my face fully and also wearing a cap and hoodie so that no one recognise me.

She huffed and rolled her eyes and said "what a silly question is that. Every fan of yours recognise you without even looking your face."

"Oh! but how ?" He pretended that he doesn't know anything and asked curiously, started listening her carefully.

"It's because your unique aura, the way you walks, your height, your style, your signature moves, even your backside which is familiar to your stans. Fans can be super perceptive, you know! And here your full booba eyes are visible for all. Then how can no one recognise you."

He was quietly observing her. The way she was describing him, the way her lips moving frantically with each words, the way her hair loosen from a bun. The way her cheeks look crimson in the light of sunset.

He wants touch her cheeks, to feel her softeness in his skin but Also controlling himself for doing anything stupid.

"Understood !..." He quickly come back from his dreamland by her sudden loud voice, nooded and said.

"Is that so, Wooohh!! I never thought that I am that much big star." His tone show sarcasm.

She smiled and said "yes you are, but what are you doing here . It's not safe for you here, you know."

"Yaa.. yaa..I know...My car was suddenly stopped here and then I saw you stood here near lake so I came."

She pouted and said"Ohh. You recognised me that easily but how?"

" Isn't that obvious.You also has a very unique style . Miss spy, or I would say Miss intruder." He teased her. And chuckled softly.

She rolled her eyes at his comments. " I already said sorry many time please don't embarassed me " she folded her arms in her chest and said in her low voice .

"Ok ok!! I am just kidding. But tell me one thing what are you doing here all alone? "

She paused for a moment, and release her arms in her side and glance at lake side but quickly compose herself .

"Nothing just admiring the view". She said while pointing towards lake but her voice was low. Like she wants to say some more things but not knowing how.

Like she hold a so many things which she was excepting to someone to listen her.

He look her carefully like memories every details of her
" Ohh, but why are you always roaming outside and one more thing."

She froze after listening him her thoughts become a whirlwind and her breath became uneven.

His gaze was fixed on hers. He was looking her head to toe carefully and said .

"Don't mind", he thinking a moment like he was carefully choosing his words.

" But If I remembered correctly you are in the same dress since we met ". He asked curiously but doesn't want to sound rude.

She was shocked at the sudden direct question, her breath hitched, eyes widened. Her thoughts was whirlwind abouts many things.she didn't expect this question from him. Atleast not now.

She turned her head low her gaze drifted down . fidgeting with the hem of her frock. Not understanding how to give the answer.

"I... Actually I...was....I..." She nervously tightened her fist around her hem of frock that might nails digging her fist, not finding the correct words to say.

" Hey it's ok. If you are not comfortable for telling me." He said his voice was low and showing concern.

She shook her head and said
" No.. it's not like that , I just....just not able to carry so many outfits. You know, I am not from here." She tried to sound normal.

He understand what she was trying to say and said "Ohh..., I am really really sorry if my words hurt you. I didn't mean that."

She shook her head "No problem, actually"...

she hesitated. Still clutching her hem of clothes in her fist and after gathering her resolves "would you mind if I ask you a favour".

she said in a very low voice that he might not listen but to her surprise he listened each words.

He can see the hesitation in her eyes like she was dealing with a delimma. He looked in her bluish eyes and instantly melted and said " Like what ?... I mean what kind of favour " .

She looking directly in his booba eyes trying to read his eyes like she was thinking something.

After moment which seems eternity she said "Just a small favour, I promise you, it doesn't effect you in any way. "

He nodded after listening her and said "ok.. Do you want a financial help?"

"WHAT!!! " She said instantly , her thoughts from train stop after listening his the most ridiculous words .She was looking shocked and shook her head.

" NO!! NOT AT ALL!!," She groaned and rub her forehead and looking at sky, said dramatically by pointing sky.

"Oh! Wahhh! Hey! Universeee...did I look beggar to him? If he thinks ,he is a rich then that doesn't mean I am a poor."

He look confused, not understanding her words. He too started looking up at the sky like her and then chuckled by looking at her antics.

She looked at his side, and retorted in her stern voice while pointing towards her side .

" Did I look to you a beggar..? Did I look poor to you? If you think that then let me know you one thing clearly I am not a poor girl ."

She started explaining everything dramatically, by gesturing her hands from here to there .

And jungkook who was amused by her moments. He was looking at her intensely, as if time had frozen... watching her hands move with confidence as she spoke about herself.

Jungkook felt like time had come to a standstill for him. And everyone disappear from here except two of them. And a small smile tug at his corner of his lips.

He tucked his hands in his pocket still listening her few minutes which feels like never ending lecture.

"I am a Doctor. A cardiologist. And my salary package is now more than 186 won million . I know you earned 100th times more than me but that doesn't mean I am a beggar."

She was fuming in anger and said everything fluently without break and without thinking twice.

He smirking and said "Hey.. please stop I didn't mean that...
Look I am sorry if my words hurt you" he said geniunely.

She rolled her eyes at his words. And sighed. "It's..it's ok" .

Then she felt like maybe she overreacted , He doesn't mean to hurt her.

She feels a lots of emotions embarassed, anger, confused, also feel bad for him . Because she said many things to him which she shouldn't .

In the world of men , he is a gentleman , they all members are gentlemen and she behaved like an idiot .

She look down and nervously clenched or unclenched her fist "I ..I am sorry too. I also shouldn't behave like that."

He shook his head instantly and said "no it's fine. I am the one who shouldn't ask this type of nonsense questions." His voice was low in a apologetic tone .

He looked her down face and trying to change the topic and said" Then tell me what kind of favour you want from me?"

Then her all memories, all whirlwind of thoughts running in her mind. Her expression instantly changed from embarassed to serious.

What she was about to tell. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath and said in a low voice " You just have to call someone. And give them an information ".

"A call"?, he looked confused after listening her. Didn't understand her words properly.

"For whom and why?" He raised his eyebrows and said curiously.

She hesitated some moment and tightened her fist. Like she was struggling to saying
something.

Not knowing how to say. She looked in his eyes and said
"To pol...police ".

His eyes widened after listening, heart pounding frantically at her words. Never expected that she would say something like that.

"What! And why? Are you ok ? Is there any problem? You can tell me.. just Don't...." He was shocked after listening her. Looking tensed for her.

Instantly he feel concerned about her. Many emotions he was feeling- anger, possessive, concerned, tension but after listening her few more words.

" Relax I am ok " his words cut by her instantly reply."

He felt relief ,only just because of her 4 words. "Relax I am ok ".

Like someone just pulled a tonnes of bricks from his heart .

Closing his eyes he sighed like he was holding breath and also didn't know about that.

And in the meantime yn was looking a man who was coming towards Jungkook.

Her eyes widened she quickly tilted her head said.

" I can't tell you the whole things just call them and say to please vist .
At APT, 315 ,old godown 20 Yuseong- Gu, goyang."

Her gaze kept shifting between Jungkook and the man. While talking quickly.

"Just call at the police station and tell them to go to that building as soon as possible because there's something happening that they really need to see."

She started speaking quickly, meanwhile, also noticing that the man had come very close.

"And please don't tell them that I am the one who told you these informations."

"Hey hey! What are you talking about, I don't understand. Why police and what happening their. Are you ok ?" His voice was confusing but also showing concern.

He was so confused by her sudden words or expression. He tried to understand but didn't.

"I will tell you later. Just promise me you will do this by today. Please I begging you ,"

"Hey chillax, I will tell the police but why are you look so much tensed? Is everything ok? "

He tried to touch his shoulder for giving her support but she immediately stepped back .

Then suddenly her gaze drifted to peoples who were staring Jungkook confused.

She immediately understand what they are thinking .

She understand that they're watching jungkook talking to himself... they think he's talking alone... and some people are even clicking photos and recording videos.

Also her eyes drifted to other man side.

Jungkook who also look confused by her sudden move . noticed her gaze and follow. And he was about to turned .

Then she immediately said," I should leave from now, I will meet you tonight in the park which is near your house at 11pm. Then I tell you everything clearly" .

He looked confused and trying to process what she said .

"But why not now...."

"Jungkook"

His words cut again in middle off by a voice. He turned and saw a Ethan stood their.

" Hey man what are you doing here. And whom you are talking to?"

" Yeah , Ethan I just talking to.." he turned again and saw no one was their.

His brows frowned , looked shocked and confused and start looking here and there like she was disappeared in a thin air .

Few second ago she was stood infront of him and after few second she was disappeared like never existed.

He was trying to search for one face in the crowd.

"Where is she? " He said in his firm voice.

"Who? "

" That girl , her name is yn whom I talking some minutes ago."

Ethan ignore his question and quickly said .

" Listen, lets go ... it's not time for talking. Peoples starts gathering. Come fast before this place will full of crowd."

He pulled his hand but he still looking his surroundings, his eyes roaming at every girl. Trying to find her. He didn't understand what was happening.

Not founding her by looking everywhere then he feels like defeated.

And start walking with ethan knowingly.

*******


After sometime they both reached namjoon house.

All the members are sitting at the couch in the living room and chattered but Jungkook mind was still trying to solve the puzzle. He didn't understand what was happening.

" Jungkook what happens, is everything ok? " Jin asked his voice show concern towards his younger one .

He shook his head and said "Nothing hyung , just tired".

Ethan rolled his eyes and said in his firm voice "Still thinking about her?" .

"Who?" Everyone said in unison and saw in Ethan's direction.

" The same stalker girl " Ethan said .

"Her name is yn and she is not a stalker" Jungkook staring him and said in his stern voice.

Ethan rolled his eyes at his words.

"The one who had snuk into your mansion on that day? "
Jimin asked.

Jungkook nooded and said "Yes, she met me a few minutes ago and told me something which I couldn't understand." Jungkook said , his voice was suspicious.

After that Jungkook said everything which was she said to him about call to police.

Everyone looked bewildered after listening jungkook.

"So she said , that you have call to police. But why?" J-hope asked in his firm voice .

"I don't know hyung, she will tell me later."She was in a hurry, so didn't tell me everything.
but it seemed like she wanted to tell me more of things"
His voice was laced with concern towards her.

" What a rubbish is this, Don't believe in strangers Jungkook. You don't know about her much" Yoongi said in his stern voice.

" I think suga is right. You can't believe easily to any stranger Jungkook" Ethan said.

" Jungkook, tell me one thing why she was telling you to call the police instead of doing by herself. She can also inform them if she is in any kind of trouble. Doesn't she?" Taehyung said after listening carefully.

" And why only call, she can go directly to the police station. If she is any kind of problem. And apart of this why she was telling to you instead of doing herself." Namjoon said in his firm voice.

Jungkook feeling annoyed not liking this that everyone was doubting and unsure about her but still said in his neutral voice ," I also have lots of questions, but i don't know the answers."

" But apart of this, something is wrong. I didn't understand what but I feel it. Her eyes it's seems like they held a lots of pain. Like she wants to tell me something but she can't."

Everyone looked Jungkook confusingly and processing but he just said.

Jungkook is not the type of person who can easily manipulate by anyone.

He has his own psychology to understand an unknown person. He never believe easily to any random people.

But here he was talking about a random girl who had met him only a few times .

And after listening him. They didn't believe what he just said. And all started looking at each other.

"Jungkook when were you start reading eyes?" Jimin chuckled and said nonchalantly.

"No.! Jimin change the question, asked.. Jungkook , when will you start trusting easily a random girl." Taehyung chuckled said.

While everyone just smiling.

Jungkook rolled his eyes and said "I didn't mean that... I just.. don't know."

He sighed and rubbed his face with his palm and said "But if she said something like that then maybe I should call the police and inform about that place."

" You are literally going to call the police ? What if this is some kind of prank or what. It will affect your reputation". Ethan said in a reminder tone.

" And what if it's not. what if , on that place geniunely someone needs a help. I can't just sit their silently without doing anything." Jungkook said his voice laced with concern.

"Ok jungkook do as you want but be careful with your words and actions." Namjoon said in his advisory tone.

After that he called the police .

"Hello police station, I am Jeon Jungkook. I want to tell you something.

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Cristal

I’m a new writer obsessed with all things Dark Romance. I love writing stories that make your heart race and your stomach flip. Stories about dark love, deep secrets, and the men who would burn the world to own them.